Thursday, June 2, 2011

I am in charge ...OF ME !!!
not sure if I ever knew that...
always reactive, waiting not appreciating.

I love the creation and co-creation process of my life.
slowing connecting to the support web of all.

I am greatful to be EXACTLY were I am at.

Thanks to everyone last of everybody!
namaste!

Friday, May 27, 2011

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

To Sweet Emery

"Because I love you so much...


I'm just... amazed! I never knew I had so

much love in my heart... I feel so blessed...

I'm so happy that you're in my life... I just

want to savor this moment . . . . I want to

burn it in my memory... I want to remember

it whenever I feel disconnected from you,

because this Love is so powerful that there's

no hurt it can't heal! Even if I sometimes

forget, this Love will always be here...

Right here in my heart...



I will always, *always* love you!"

copied from:

http://www.enjoyparenting.com/dailygroove

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Fever

Lil E has a fever that came on suddenly,
I tend to wait for the body to break the fever Au natural...

When 104 approaches and is surpassed,
Tylenol or ibuprofen = 1/2 tsp. is used.
There is a belief that

 "Fever, according to the anthroposophic midwife, can often benefit the child. She says:

Fever also helps a child to become more of an individual. Parents often report that their child’s development has taken a marked step forward after a bout of fever: he or she may have grown a few centimetres or changed their way of drawing or painting, with the figures now having hair or limbs. Suddenly the child is seeing the world with new eyes."
http://zooey.wordpress.com/





Researching natural remedies.
Namaste.
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Thursday, February 17, 2011

  The transcending thought sticks long enough
 and then I am on to the next ....
 Confetti,
 just about the time it settles ...
 the flurry starts again.

How long  has this been occurring,
perhaps for lifetimes?

I see it and LOVE it.
I must.
It is part of what it means to be embodied in this continuum
and the cycle continues.

Blessing to you all,
and the new cycle.

peace.

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Wow!
What an honor to win a lesson plan from

I feel full of joy!
 I need this and will use the lift to ascend in this deep February afternoon!

Thursday, February 10, 2011

The best time...
The best space...
The best people...

The best Now,
Always!

I Love these guys,
Glad we meet up this time around and get to spend some time...
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Thursday, February 3, 2011

What is Right Now.

I feel very often, that I need a change...
I do it with my diet, my music, my book selection, and my mental chatter...
In this space I depreciate my current situation and dream of what will be...
I am Living and breathing NOW...
I am living the NOW...
I need to appreciate the NOW..

I will honor the NOW!

"The reason you want every single thing that you want, is because you think you will feel really good when you get there. But, if you don't feel really good on your way to there, you can't get there. You have to be satisfied with what-is while you're reaching for more. " ~ Abraham

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Upcycled/Recycled T~Shirt Tutorial #2: Underwear

This is Awesome!
Especially now that TRex is wearing underwear!

The Sitting Tree: Upcycled/Recycled T~Shirt Tutorial #2: Underwear: "I don't know if you've ever noticed but in most of the pictures of my boys, they aren't wearing anything but their underwear. Mike and..."

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Attain

It starts with your thought...
I will concentrate on only the highest ...
Concentrate on manifesting peace for all...
Excluding FEAR...
False Evidence Appearing Real...



Matter is the evolution of energy. First there is thought, then there is thought form, and then there is matter. Matter is only thought that has been thought upon by more.




--- Abraham

Thursday, January 27, 2011

What did it mean that I knew you?

We meet in dreams...
You,  the super hero then I take a turn...
I would love to ask you, "Am I doing OK?"
But it was never like that, right?
The moments we were engaged I know that we exchanged encoded vibration.
When we entertain the same space in is alway beautiful.
I will eternally miss you; as did I for the 20 years prior to your death.
The lessons are invaluable.

Namaste.

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Collect and Direct.

As soon as I lock something into a set pattern the elements of myself tend to challenge that path.
Is it a cognitive groove I need to rework?
You are what you think.
Kindness to the self is also a component.
I will try again tomorrow and carry none of the guilt with me today....

Learning to let go, forgive, and the Now;  which is all we have.

The reading that resonates with me the hardest today was a post on http://blog.essentialparenting.com/;
discussing how you must first collect and then direct.

I need to harness my inner child and apply the some advice that could be directed and useful to my physical child.

Patience with the self and the process.
You knew utter self love when you arrived...now is the time to reclaim it.

let go and let the universe.
Namaste.

Monday, January 24, 2011

What an honor



Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future,

concentrate the mind on the present moment.

- The Buddha



Sunday, January 23, 2011

शवासन


Finding myself needing some space...
The opportunity consistently arrives at 5 fuckin 30 in the morning....

wow...
I lye contemplating the need to seek the guidance of my spirit today, Really?

Chakra's open and the light pours in and YES it is time...

I am up there H2O, elliptical trainer, and yoga mat. ready.
Sweat, questions of sanity, strenghting muscles, stretching, breathing, lengthening, pushing, pulling and Shavasana

I am More Alive then before!

Thank you 5:30 for existing in a house of movement directed my Chairman Mou upon his awaking until his retiring...



A lil' shout out to my inspiration this morning!


Namaste!






Saturday, January 22, 2011

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Saturday...
Love is all around...
We are together;
 all 3 of us for some time anyways!
It is a blessing to spend time...
The love we share has many faces...
This is one.
We ALWAYS hold it down for one another ALWAYS!
KALI MA style.
namaste.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Chukchi lullaby


So fast to figure out the workings of that which I agonize over...
Wondering if you will ....
You always do...
The is time going so fast...

This video was played for you in the late nights/early mornings...
total identification.





Friday, January 14, 2011

150 lbs.

Ok I am 150lbs and I do not care about being at that weight at all.
I weigh myself on the scale in my office at Keenan.
This shall be the scale that I use to not be fooled by others I step upon.
I will be 135-140...

I will do this by increasing h2o comsumption, eating more vegi's, eating fruit when I have a sweet craving, limit self to 1 sweet thing per day only, work out 4 x weekly for 1 hour.

One of the patients I work with I haven't seen in about 1 year came to the clinic and said, oh girl, you gettin fat!" I don't like that.

This will change.



Water Tip:

On feeling hungry
drink some water
15 minutes before
eating!


Health benefits of drinking water
  • regulate appetite
  • increase metabolism
  • boost energy levels
  • less water retention
  • alleviate some headaches
  • help reduce blood pressure
  • help reduce high cholesterol
  • ease joint pain
  • decrease in risk of some cancers
  • less chance developing kidney stones
  • release toxic waste products
  • improves skin







Thursday, January 13, 2011

2011-01-11


this Man continues to teach me all about the flow...
i will forever be thankful...
i love you.

"Do not worry that your children never listen to you, worry that they are always watching you-Robert Fulgum

today I will make time to listen to music with Emery and paint.
We will have a quick nutritious meal and play! Hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I found a great tutorial on Little Wonders blog on how to make paint!

Thank you to all the inspiring people in the world doing it!
Namaste

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

2011

I have already broke my new year resolutions and it is only 1/4/11...
I must be willing to continue to strive for the better feeling place.
I must remember that I will never while still alive in this  physical body, Transcend.

Would I want that anyways?

Never being able to hug my son, husband, mother, sisters, or friends....

I have this idea that if I hold myself to certain stringent law I will be able to push through the time and space I currently hold...
(is there anything wrong with it??? [the space I hold] I wish I could step out and observewhat others see)




Most of the shadows of this life are caused by our standing in our own sunshine.

Ralph Waldo Emerson